Being an engineer bestows a secret confidence that you can think your way through any challenge. Every problem is solvable, and if planned properly, everything always goes right.

Except when everything goes wrong.

In a self-deprecating, yet surprisingly poignant memoir, a new dad navigates the uncontrolled variables of life as his premature twins fight to survive in the NICU, discovering beauty in the illogical and wonder in what you can't plan for.